I cried and cried and decided I am done with me and the only solution to my problems in my life was to not have a life. But then, something happened. Something prompted me to stop and reconsider. I quickly picked up my phone and searched for a number, I found his number and called him and cried. I didn’t speak and kept crying, he didn’t speak either, he just let me cry. I could hardly tell him what I was going through.